this blank space

05 September 2006

huda speaks..

the mind, now, is like a whirlpool. questions gush in. uncertainty swims in. swept away by emoville. loneliness found its way in to play its role. fits in nicely in the unsettled remorseful self. reaching out seems worthless. talking seems impossible. clash of opinions. words of pain stabbed through. after everything else..

now the mind tries to stay strong. tears held back from the cliff of the eye socket. too much of it is pushing down. too much too much too much. it's too painful to hold. excruciating through the heart. too much it takes. shattered too much. fixed. shattered. fixed. shattered. fixed. shattered. shattered. fixed. shattered. beyond repair.

hereistand

10:06 p.m.